She thinks she's lost it; everything is blank and empty.
She can't get in touch with her emotions; no feelings for anything, even the one so dear feels now like a distant friend.
All her thoughts are on everything except how she feels; she has no idea why.
Everything is confusing; it's like her subconscious has gone into a numb state.
All she wants is that one distinct emotion flowing from a special being to her; it's so contagious she gets infected.
Day to day she yearns for happiness; in her own way she does things to get a glimpse but in it all there's still emptiness.
With everyone around there's still a hollow of feelings.
No matter how she tries to move forward; put all the hurt and pain away there's still this consistent feeling of loss.
She knows what she wants but it looks impossible to reach; she's beginning to feel out of sync with herself and that in itself is a catastrophe.
Valerie Gbinije
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